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Book excerpt: “Jealousy telegraphs insecurity”

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The following is an excerpt from my e-guide to overcoming retroactive jealousy, which I will release exclusively on this site later this week. Please subscribe to updates from my site using the form on the right-hand column of this page. As always, I welcome your comments and feedback.

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5: Jealousy telegraphs insecurity.

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A competent and self-confident person is incapable of jealousy in anything.

- Robert Heinlein

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Consider this question for a moment: if you were completely comfortable in your own skin, and completely confident about your abilities as a lover, would your partner’s past bother you so much? Almost certainly not.

It was a humbling and painful moment for me when I realized that I wasn’t as self-assured and confident as I purported to be. Throughout the most intense periods of my retroactive jealousy, I told myself and others around me that I was bothered by my girlfriend’s past because I was so much better than her past lovers. I had the attitude of “How could she degrade herself to be with them? I’m the best!… But if I am the best, why does the fact that she had previous lovers bother me so much? Shouldn’t I simply smile, satisfied with the knowledge that I really am the best lover for her? After all, she’s here, isn’t she? She isn’t clamoring for anyone else. She’s demonstrated complete devotion to me, and our relationship. I’m the best… aren’t I? So why does her past still bother me so much..?”

My logic began to cave in on itself. I was not nearly as confident and self-assured as I thought I was. It pained me to admit it, but there was indeed a part of me that was threatened by her past lovers. When I realized this, I began to develop a new type of confidence, however: I began to commit myself to change, and, little by little, I began to believe in my own ability to change. Which reminds me: you must believe in your ability to change if you want to get better.

Discard any nonsensical self-talk that tells you that you’re too stubborn, too stuck in your ways, too wedded to your beliefs to change them. You’re reading this book, aren’t you? I’d say that qualifies you as someone who is willing to grow, and challenge their own beliefs. And you need to believe in your ability to change because I can guarantee that retroactive jealousy is slowly killing your relationship, and your partner’s attraction to you. I know from experience.

Permit me to speak generally for a moment: women are attracted to confident, self-assured men; comfortable in the knowledge that they are constantly growing into the best man that they can be. You might think it silly, but think about Bond, James Bond, for a moment. Do you think James cares about his partner’s exes? If you’re not a fan of 007, think about any man who many women admire, famous or otherwise. Were they plagued by retroactive jealousy? Even if they were, would they make efforts to confront and deal with it, or would they simply stay a victim? What do you think?

Intense jealousy telegraphs intense insecurity. And this is not good because your insecurity is destroying your partner’s attraction for you. If you are constantly worried about something your partner did in the past, or might do in the future, not only are you not really living, but you are also conveying a subconscious message to your partner, which is “I’m threatened by just about every other man out there.” Not exactly sexy stuff.

Would you want to be with a woman who is constantly threatened by every other woman on the block? Probably not. Jealousy is a universal turn-off, and the more that you can move on from your jealousy and demonstrate self-assuredness and comfort in your own skin, the more your partner will be drawn to you, and the more confident you will become. It becomes a self-perpetuating cycle of demonstrating confidence = attraction and affection from your partner = more confidence; healthy for you, your partner, and the relationship. Your sex life in particular will reap the rewards.

In the words of dating expert David DeAngelo, “attraction is not a choice.” Similarly, not being attracted is not a choice. No matter how much your partner loves you, no matter how much she cares about you and the relationship, she will not be able to help but be turned off by your jealousy and insecurity, whether she admits it to you or not. When your partner’s attraction fades, so too does the strength of the bond you share with her. The sooner you face the fact that your retroactive jealousy will destroy your partner’s attraction for you and kill the relationship, the sooner you will realize the urgent need for you to get over your condition, and grow into the best self that you can be.



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